It’s kinda sad isn’t it?
That someone could hurt you so much that you have to write about it.
Growing is knowing when you’ve fucked up and realising you’re human and everyone fucks up from time to time. So it’s ok, say sorry, try fix it and try not to fuck up again.
explaining anxiety is the fucking worst because you feel like an idiot for being bothered by the things that bother you but it’s such an intense fear right at your core so you have to go through all of these other levels of yourself to try and get someone else to understand it
this is social anxiety summed up in two gifs